I’m Not Sure I’m Good Enough

I’m a bad person.

I had this big grad goal to become a freelance copywriter. I had taken some courses, read the books they say you should read, and tried my best to not suck at grammar and punctuation.

But then life got in the way. Which I know is the absolute worst excuse ever. Because if it was important to me I would have made time for it. I would have made it a priority. But I didn’t.

Now I’m back. I’ve lost some time but I’m back. But, as with all endeavors the seed of doubt or resistance has come knocking.

“You’re not good enough.”

“You’ve lost too much time.”

“You don’t know how to do this.”

I don’t have to worry about what other people say to me because I have already said worse things to myself. But I listen to these things that my mind tells me and I really begin to wonder.

Maybe I’m not good enough.

I guess time will tell.